Thursday, October 30, 2008

damn that previous post is crack. slows down the page but i won't remove it. its funny. i also re-did my layout someone, made it look a little better. reorganised the little fanlisting buttons neater. into categories, they should've been in them anyway. i need more i just noticed out side of music. but a lot of ppl don't have fanlistings for them, or they're inactive or something so i can't join anyway.



tomorrow is halloween. i wanted to do something for it, but nope, I think I will watch TV instead. XD Oh and eat. I am old enough to buy my own candy now, though i probably won't even do that. lol just wait and see.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Me and Lena are doing an art trade; I gotta draw Jaejoong, she's gonna draw Hyde. My drawing is already looking stupid. He looks like a robot. But he always does. I will try to try on this lol. I don't know, his blank staring puffy face is boring to draw. Lol this has become a diss-Jaejoong post. Well not really. I don't think its his fault---its the photographer/publics fault for forcing him to have to take a bunch of duplicate but-different-clothes lameass teen pin-up looking photos. Say, looking at early pictures of River Phoenix are all like that, then again his face was still more interesting than Jaejoongs rofl I'm done making fun of poor Jaejoong Kim of South Korea. Lena posted a really fugly pic of Gackt in her blog XDDDDDD
So I made this of Jaejoong. Its very very very wrong. Against Nature. LOOOOOOL



snow -and- fire. loooooooooooooool and i made sure the pic was dumb too. nice job me congrats to myself



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


TOO EASY.

Monday, October 27, 2008

so that drawing is done. it doesn't look as good as i hoped it might. sucks. but it looks OK. I guess a masterpiece will have to come some other day, rofl. still tho, ya know, it sucks to waste time. i guess i really didn't -waste- time, but i had my hopes up that it would be better than everything else i ever did but its not. its not bad, ya know, just not any better yet. i only have two showable things done. i suppose i have another one but i don't like it enough.


annoyed with myself. rofl


anyway the other day i saw a really big golden eagle sitting in a tree. i thought it was a hawk but according to a bird book, it was a golden eagle. it was gigantic. -huge-. seriously. i thought it was fake because it was just sitting in some little tree with no leaves on it. it looked like it was hunting, rofl, and i got like five feet away from it and it didn't do anything but give me a look and looked away back to the open lawn in front of it. a lot of squirrels live there, rofl, poor squirrels.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Well that drawing of Mr. Cromwell isn't done yet. Lol. I thought it would be done by now. Ugh I'm just so lazy lately. I think because its getting cold, even though I like the cold the most. It just makes me sleepier and I don't feel like doing much. Plus the drawing is about 90% done and all thats left is his sleeve (boring.) And boring is well, boring. I always have to do the best parts first though, haha cos if you don't get them right the whole drawing will look stupid so no point in wasting time starting with boring stuff. Anyway I'm also looking for new Marilyn pictures to draw. At my usual spots. haha. I'm looking for one that would look good on a certain kind of paper. Haven't found it yet.

Its funny; I want to do this for a living but I'm too lazy to get up and do it still loooooool. I think I can today. Its just that my hands hurrrt, I accidently sliced my thumb open on a broken umbrella, and my pinkie finger has some weird rash on it that hurts to bend my fingers at all. I don't know what its from but it hurts my hands to hold a pencil.
Also I am getting a nice amount of money at the end of this month so I'm forgetting about looking for stupid jobs that don't want my ass anyway XD. I'm going to buy what I need to make a professional portfolio and get to work on that. I need to start thinking about the rest of my entire life; I need to go to school. Because it doesn't matter how good I am; they don't want me unless I have a piece of paper saying I'm good from some dumbass school. Retarded. I hate this country.

Monday, October 20, 2008

That drawing is almost done. I figured out how to fix his hairline so it doesn't look so wonky and strange. He kind of looks like Leonardo DiCaprio in it though, I don't know, something about it is reminding me of Titanic. rofl so yeah, it looks good. I need to finish soon. Its look really nice! It looks beautiful (how gay does that sound? XDDDDDD)

I have a drawing of hyde and sakura to finish as well thats like 5% done haha. It'll be really nice if its get done too. Its kind of more interesting to draw kind of a 'group' picture, I haven't done since I think a double-marilyn one a long while ago.

Uh hmmm what else. Oh yeah, my sister got a Coldplay CD to replace the one she broke XDDD Well I don't know who broke it. But it was lying there broken. And no it was not me. rofl

Friday, October 17, 2008

Well that drawing of Mr. Cromwell is coming along slowly. Rofl. I always mess up on hairlines, especially when its light-coloured hair that is pulled away from the forehead. I don't know, it takes too damn long. I haven't gone past his face, head and part of his sleeve + the background shading because of his hairline! I think I'm going to skip it and just start on the rest, although thats hard to do cos when I take the drawing out alls I notice is the hairline again and I can't stop working on that part, haha. It bugs me. 8D

Lena got a book full of art by Alphonse Mucha, a really nice book. Although I couldn't be that detailed with all the flower designs he does, rofl, but I like his women he draws into the portraits. I would like to try something like his art anyway, I think it'd be pretty fun.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

So I randomly started a new drawing last night, and if I finish it without fucking it up somehow it'll probably be the best graphite drawing I've ever done. At least technique-wise. I suppose someone would disagree because its not a drawing of someone well-known, but rofl, personally, I think it'd be the best and my opinion matters most to me anyway. Its of an old Hollywood actor named Richard Cromwell. I seen a couple of movies he's been in, but I saw the photograph online while searching elsewhere and just felt like drawing it. And so I looked up some other stuff about him and apparently he was also a really good artist. Although I don't see any examples online, rofl, I'd like to see.





I didn't draw that particular photo with him (my drawing is a head-shot portrait) but I think that one would be nice too, rofl. Anyway I scrapped that hyde one I was working on. Too much black in it, I don't know, I think too much black ruins a drawing. Even in just plain pencil now, too. I used to only think that true in coloured pencil...but nope.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Ok so some weirdo on wednesday followed us out cos we didn't pay 5cents for a printout. LOL out near the elevators. And so he said to my sister 'are you gonna pay for thaaaaaaat' all jeffrey dahmer-like and he doesn't even work here. So my sister lied straight to his face and said she paid in advance XDD anyway, he looked like he took a bath in the river. aka he looked like some creepyass bum, matter-of-fact prolly was. anyway she told him off and also told him to mind his own damn business. and called him a weirdo. If i ever see that dude again, ROFL i dare his ass to say something again, really. apparently he wants me to break his legs.





Anywho, yesterday I got Yellow Submarine on DVD. I haven't seen it since like 1996 and even then I remember about 5% of it cos they showed part of it in my old elementary school. It was OK. Really the art style of the Edelmann guy really isn't that great, especially when it came to the Beatles themselves. It looked really cheap. The backgrounds were great though...especially the Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds sequence. That one was the best, probably on purpose. Only a Northern Song I liked a lot too. I still like Help! as their best movie though. Haha.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

well I finished that Marilyn charcoal. I think I screwed up that background of it. Actually I need to fix that up some, haha. I think I can, at least make it look satisfactory. I still have one of the sheets of paper left that I drew that one on, so the next drawing on the same paper-type I know now what -not- do to it. Learning learning, rofl.

Monday, October 06, 2008

My sister gave me this Rachmaninoff music to play on my guitar. I never heard it before but she had it on CD. It was I think a reworking of some Paganini one. I wish I had a violin too, rofl, someday I might buy one. But guitar is better (best) so it'd be a waste of money anyway. But still, if I had a lot of money I would, or at least money to waste nowadays. Actually I might soon! But I won't be buying anything like that, haha.

Well Marilyn's still not done but I didn't really work on her. I will later on today of course, I have nothing else to do. I like it a lot even though I tend to stay away from her glamour shots, just cos they've been drawn alot. Although I must admit, not usually drawn well. Mine looks OK. Getting better anyway. Its her in her gold Travilla dress, but a head shot.

Sunday, October 05, 2008

I started a charcoal of glamour Marilyn last night thats turning out really well. I'm actually almost done with it, I think in record speed. I hope I can keep churning things out this fast, haha, cos I need more shit to send along. I think I have three things, although only one is completely done. I want five in the least, but I wish I had more. I don't draw enough satisfactory things that I want to display on the interwebz, rofl. LDjfkdsdfgfdgdfgdfgskj I write about that too much. Ha. Anyway I also applied at yet another pet store. I think I have more of a chance at this one. Haha of course that means nothing in the end. None of these damn stores want to call me back! Then again I apply even when they have no openings, so maybe thats why. 8D




I never heard one of David Hemmings' songs until now, well in whole. Hahaha I think it sounds cool, a song called After the Rain. But then again I am stupid. Most people think its pretty hilarious and for the wrong reason, it is but I would so totally buy his album. xd I probably will someday, see, cos I love to waste money and I'm sure everybody knows that. But I love 60s music. And his music sounds very campy, rofl 60s camp and very English, old English. I think it was recorded a little after 1970. Whatever. Same thing. I like it. Hardly anyone else will HAHAHA I think I was born in the wrong decade, wrong planet. Then again I couldn't live without the internet so yeah, I'd rather be here.

I might start aligning my images in the posts insteas of just centering them, like Lena's. Then again I like how retarded my blog looks, rofl.

Friday, October 03, 2008

I go on TCM to check the schedule and I finally looked up what kinds of biographies they have on people. So I look at Marilyn's and someone left a nasty comment about her. I mean, if you don't like someone, why go bothering their fans? Gah. I had a dream about Marilyn once where she told me basically not to mind those kind of people but I can't. LOL So I made up a fake name (Roy) and replied to the person XDDD. But yeah seriously, I don't waste my time going around to like, Audrey Hepburns board and pointing out how boring and ugly she was. I can do that here all I like. If I wanted, and I don't. Speaking of TCM, they are showing H.P. Lovecraft movies on Halloween, so I cannot wait for that, haha. The first time I went there they called him H.G Lovecraft, lol confused with H.G. Wells. But they fixed it now. Dumbasses. lol I am so lame, but theres some movies they're showing that I haven't seen before and really want to. Horror ones, like Peeping Tom (1960). Hmm. yeah.