I see sometimes art where people have digitally-coloured, completely, their whole pencil/charcoal drawings. And it looks really stupid. Are they bored or something? They should go colourise b&w photos then, thats fun. It just looks really cheap. And not realistic anyway, can't they use coloured pencils? Poor bastards. Also fools who add lots of digital textures to stuff, then say its still traditional art. Nope. Don't care I guess anyway. Everyone knows they're fake. So it doesn't really matter. Some dumb girl coloured one of my pencil drawings without even asking me. Then tried to upload it as a gift to me. But without mentioning me. LOL Boy, the earth has never seen her again. Seriously. I yelled at her and she just disppeared off the site, haha. Well good anyway.

Anyways, in better news, I finished a new coloured pencil draw of Olivia. I don't think its as interesting as the first, but no one will notice anyway. It has a different quality, still pretty though. i want to paint the picture below but I think it might be kind of hard for the background, lots of time. Maybe I will when I get bigger paper, for my portfolio. haha i think i can do something cool.

a friend told me that Life has put their archives online, which is really cool. obviously cos i like looking through photos, haha, especially the old ones. marilyn was on the cover many times and inside the magazine many times. i've actually looked at the actual vintage mags before, but the official life archives look much better. the mags i looked at were kinda beat up and faded. but anyway, yeah, i will be zooming through there.

dayum. i added some banners instead of links along the side. the text link are gone now anyway i thought they looked wonky. hmmm i need more there anyway. i need to fill up a lot of that space haha since my blog just scrolls on down. i also need to update. but i don't update cos i'm lazy and nothing happens. nothing happening now. lena left her cell phone in her friends car. nice.

i am looking for more refs. i want to draw something asian besides la hyde since my mom said i never do. and i guess its -somewhat- true. but there are no good asians that i look up to besides hyde rofl. well not much anyway. no actors or anything. i'm sorry to say most never get famous or only do kung-fu crap. its sad. and also kind of embarassing i must say, haha. uhm someday maybe there will be someone again like sessue hayakawa or miyoshi umeki. or anna may wong, below. i think i'll draw a picture of her. i was going to a long time ago but i lost the coloured picture i have of her, XD. its somewhere.

I wonder if I ever mentioned Lena's new blog layout. Well hers is once again cooler than mine. she had the blue gackt one up for a short bit and that one was better too. but this new one is even better than that one, and betterer than mine again. even though she made this layout for me looool I'm just sayin'. hers is a cooler actual layout. where the things are. mines is a mess. my blog looks really girly and hers looks really boyish. whatever. i wonder what kind of layout i would put up next. i never really thought about it. something with dark colours. i am so tired of light colours, my da journal is light too. of course lena would be making it for me. XD her graphic skills are better than mine.

Died for a bit. I really wish I could hurry up and buy a new monitor, rofl. I want to mess around in photoshop. I miss making dumbass manips. I can't believe I never photoshopped myself and hyde together in a picture, too rofl I need to do that. It would be hilariously stupid. the one below is my favourite, haha. i made one too of naked gackt in the vatican but i can't find it right now. that sounds totally wrong. and it was. and thats why it was great. hee

lyke srsly.

can't wait to go to the art store too. i want some yellow paper. i just had a really cool idea but i'm not gonna type it obviously. someone will steal it. rofl as if. its probably been done before. and its nothing spectacular but i don't even know what it is i'm gonna do with it but i will when i get it. my horoscope says to postpone important decisions. i don't have any. what, don't eat that last popsicle? k. must be poisoned.

Well I finished that Jaejoong watercolour for the art trade. I think it looks OK, cool I suppose. It at least has an interesting background, rofl, I made a mess with the paint but it does look pretty neat. So it was worth it. Anyway so now I need something new to work on; I think I want to paint something else since I did two nice watercolours in a row and I don't feel like drawing in pencil or anything else. I want to find a picture of James Dean. I was going to bring my photobook I have of him to make a coloured copy of a small specific pic I can grid, but I forgot to grab it, rofl. And I don't feel like waiting so I'm going to find one on the internet. I don't want black and white but it'll have to do. I had to do that with the Jaejoong one but I used a limited colourpalatte anyway. Its a big book and its raining a bit out anyway and it would've gotten wet. Then someone would've had to died. XD

I started a different jaejoong drawing. Its actually one of the pics I used to make those stupidass .gifs. The same ref, anyway, it looks better than the pencil one I had before for the art trade. I'm painting it this time. I hope I get it done tonight, I got a lot done yesterday. I have to make it look less cheap though, rofl. I have a problem with cheapness. I am a very tacky person I guess. lol

I want to draw another picture of Olivia but her pictures are hard to find in a good quality version. I'm running out of ones I already drew XD I wish someone would scan more. I know they have them. They're just being cheapos. I wish this particular image was larger!

I painted a watercolour of Paul last night that came out really nice. It only took...6 hours. But I'm surprised I got it all done in one day. I'm not sure if its the best I can do yet, but I think its better than all the previous watercolours that I've done.

I tripped and fell fantastically yesterday XDD I almost broke my neck I swear. I was walking to answer the door and I got my foot caught on a pile of books I left in front of a chair and fell onto the chair. Like the headrest/back of the chair hit me in the neck! LOL Like right under my chin, by my right ear. So I uppercutted myself with a chair basically XD I am really surprised I don't have a big bruise cos I fell with my whole weight. I also cracked my thigh on the corner of the table while falling looooool that has a bruise. That actually hurts more. I feel retarded haha. I guess I am. Always been clumsy.