It snowed again, its stupid, fat earth. Haha its colder again too, I can't wait til Spring. not summer.

Well Lena said she wants to mail the new art crap out on monday or tuesday. I'm working on another painting thats about 40% done and another one about -9% done haha so i'm going to at least try and finish one of them. Looking at all the new ones I've done they really seem like a series, I don't think much of my art has matched this much before. Its not like they're the same colours or anything, I don't know what, but they are cohesive.

I'm not sure if I mentioned, that one dude at lena's work paid 50$ instead of 20$ lol even though he didn't have to.
I really thought the drawing was zebra crap but whatever. I'm surprised. It was kind of small too, only 7 x 9.5 maybe. Wow well I wish more people had money to waste like that, haha.

I'm trying to think of a way to show my art off here locally but I can't think of one that doesn't involve me going to some sort of school, rofl, at least not for now. dA really doesn't help, so I gave up on that option.
I'd make flyers but no one would read them,I'm sure, or they'd get torn down and I come back the next day and its like, stuck to the inside of a wet garbage can.

That one commission I gave up on and Lena said she'd do, well she started it about 10% and I did the rest, rofl. It ended up just being pencil and she's asked him for 20$. She told him she drew it XDD i guess he might get mad if he found out she didn't, I don't think he would, but its OK if she takes my credit. The drawing was OK, certainly not spectacular, but he only gave a basically 1 inch by 1 inch photo to work from.

The fire alarm was going off yesterday, but I didn't even bother to evacuate, lol I just kept eating. Of course it wasn't a real fire, I don't know what set it off, but the fire trucks and everything came. It was really loud, stupid, and obnoxious for about 30 minutes.

I'm finding pics of TVXQ for Lena to draw, and they have such cool clothes. Well, one or two of them do. rofl I wish I had their clothes, stupid bastards i bet don't even own those clothes. or probably have like 20000000000 tons of clothes they get for free and don't do anything with. LOL turds. haha what a pointless entry.
but yeah.

k yeah i thought that was just a funny picture.

well the second painting of mr. smith is a whole lot cooler than the first one, haha, i'm glad i did another. i might even do a third if i can keep finding nice pics to draw. it looks scarier than the first one, probably the most grotesque painting i've ever done, lol, even though its not particulary grotesque. and i mean that in a good way. well compared to my other drawings, which are pretty weak and just pretty, this one is scary. even lena liked it even though she said she had no idea who the hell he is. turd. i painted an instant favourite of mine, like, top 5 at least.
watch me wake up tomorrow hating it. haha. no, impossible.

I almost missed the bus again. Haha twice this week. I had to run for my life again, its retarded, cos its always like half a block away and I am running as fast as I can through the street by the highway. I don't usually wait for the light to turn, haha or else the bus would leave me. Even if it sees my ass running cos they just like to be retarded like that.
I painted a picture of Robert Smith. It looks like crack, but I like it, but I will do another one of him but probably fuck that one up and be left with just the first one. haha maybe this one:

^ that would be a cool photo to draw.
I know I saw I wasn't gonna use watercolours anymore but I forgot. Well I did a charcoal but I don't like it but will probably put it on dA anyway.
And I slept for like two hours today, was up at 5 am. Still awake now and probably will be til I can sleep at a normal time like a normal person.

damn sixty posts already. well i am surprsed i kept up with this thing, i usually get bored and stop. well lately i have been bored with this blog haha.
me and lena went to this arts intstlatliutueude cant spell place and saw a bunch of nice paintings. ones by monet, renoir, matisse, degas and such. there was a lot of cool stuff, like rooms from old 17th century places that they transplanted inside their building. lots and lots of stuff, old greek stuff, etc. it was probably the best museum i have been to.
uhm well i went back to charcoal. watercolour in the bin for now.

I think I messed up a painting of hyde I was working on. One half is good, the other half crap. I gotta figure out some way to try and save it so I'm not gonna touch it until i figure out how. I was going to just use watercolour only but I am gonna try pastel on it becuase it needs something else, and the watercolour has turned to mud on one side, the bad side, and i can't fix it. i would just cut the picture in half but its going diagonally so there'd be a weird space lol.
ahhhhhhh
i tried to start a pencil drawing last night but got bored. yeah i remember now why i stopped with graphite. haha.
a commission that my sister wanted me to draw for someone at her work isnt' coming out well. the pic was too small and i scrapped it. but she still wants the money so she's gonna try and draw it now.
blah.
i have like 4 things done now though that i think i can show people. XD

I was drawing some cute cartoons of Marilyn last night. I kind of want to make a new account on dA to submit them, since I don't think manga style really fits in my kaitouace account. At least I don't really want it there anymore, haha it just doesn't match. Anyway I think they're cute. I really only started cos I wanted to make myself a new signature at ES, but I already made one using a portrait I did. I jsut think the cartoons ones would be neater, dunno, I probably won't change it for a while though haha.
I want to draw a pencil drawing again, but I don't want to start it. I hate starting them, haha thats the hardest part, just to get going on it. Its even harder than finishing is starting. Blah.